tHE cLUElESS mE

Wateva

2009-08-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

I felt bad and down today for an unknown reason hate to say but why am I talking craps again but I am crazy... I create a calendar for 2010 already when it is only August 2009 lol... Sry but got to go so bye.

TOday!

2009-07-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

We celebrate Li Yang's birthday in school during recess and it was like very funny lol, there were two piece of chocolate cakes then he said he was very touched and we sang the birthday song TWICE.

Next up,

I am very tired already, I dont want to fight with my will of life, I rather the devils to take over my life then taking control of it. I really want to give up on the fate of my life and my destiny. Maybe I really cant adapt to secondary life...

I dont want to give up on my friends but I cant seem to take control of myself.

So nothing else...

2009-07-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

I am not that emo-tic kay.

I am just sad and now I am down but tomorrow I am happy.
HaHa I am a Predictor lol.
I change my job from student to fortune teller.
LOL
KAy la
I will not be that crazy anymore I swear
And SUPPORT me
What am I doing again

Okay lahhs just speaking to myself

WITHOUT ANY SENSES

now I am crazy again

and these are all craps...

HEy all

2009-07-23T01:28:00.001-07:00

So long never post already, I am very tired of all the things that happened to me in my secondary school life I wished that I can rewind the time and go to BSS instead of the school. I am very troubled about all this already I dont want to hang on the the burden I really want to throw it all away and start a new life again lol.

HaHA

2009-07-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hi all

Today updating at the school library ,while waiting for Crystal and Melissa, with Grace using another computer to update as I forced her lol. She dont update nowadays lol.

Seriously I want to transfer school so much but my parents would let me which just make it so sad...

Feeling Down currently but dont ask me why just be my listening ear kay

I guess I will stop here haha

Cya...

The me today

2009-07-16T00:07:00.000-07:00

Me a normal girl is feeling weird to day for a reason I feel that I am becoming very so-called-naughty lahhs.I dunno lahhs anyone can you please tell me if I am changing lol. I feel that now I hate to go to SCHOOL and I seem to hate anything that is red, yellow in color. I want to change school but I dont think that my mum will let me do so I dunno maybe it is because of my complicated friendship bond over at PHS lol. I was friends with Leon before but everything about him seem to change already. I was friends with Jing Ying, Melissa, Faith then Grace also but the friendship seems to change. Everything Grace did make me doubt about her and I cant seem to think of any reasons to persuade myself. I was very tired already I dont want to keep the real me out of bounds to others already I want to change back to my real self but the real world forbid me to do so... Everyone think that I am happy but I dont feel happy I guess I just express my emotions here only. All those who had read this post please dont tell others, I dont want anyone to be worried about me I dont wanna be a burden to those who care for me lol. I really Hate myself for all those masks I had to wear in front of others I really cant seem to express myself out I know I am HIGH S but I really dont want lol.

I guess your wont want to listen anymore haha...
Bye!

DiAry AgAin

2009-07-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

HEy all me again lol... I feel that my life will be darn boring without my clique, Yumay and Xiao Ling lol. HaHa! I dunno why but I had a feeling that tomorrow will be a great day lol may because i am going on hiatus aGain hAhA. A school day that will make my life more entertaining lol, even though i hate to study. I dunno how ancient women survived without school and stay at home lol... HahA.

So GTG bb.

Sorry!

2009-07-11T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey all. Sorry that i didnt post for a few weeks coz i am buzy with all my homework that can form a mountain already lol. alright nvm. yesterday i stay back to do the GEOG project with Melissa as our group has break into two. Liyang is alone and Jing Ying , Melissa and me are together. Jing Ying was not there with us to do the project lol. So she missed the fun and we redo everything lol. Then the board is so nice HAHA we have lots and lots of fun now i was drifting away and away from my primary school friends except Yumay and Xiao Ling of course i was feeling sad about it lol.

Although I cant do anything about it, now i hope I can maintain the relationship with them, I was feeling scared totally for no reason which I dont know why. I try to cry it all out but it was totally no use lol.

Now I have friends from my secondary school but i totally miss my primary school friends i miss their laughter and chattering except the boys lahhs.

Melissa: Seriously I am not angry with you, I was just very tired lol to think that you feel bad about it, I even forget it untill you remind me about it lol. SO FUNNY...

Now I feel like going for my usual BIBLE study where I was truly my own self with Jing Ying, Melissa and Sze Qi(She always made me laugh like hell lol) Haha...

I was doing up the presents for my clique which consists of Faith, Crystal, Melissa and ME called M.C.K.F.C which is totally weird lol HaHa... I bought the materials and made a Dog, Squirrel, and Rabbit HaHA then I kept rewrap the present until my hands were sore lol haha... Great that I am not in 2 or more clique and that will make me so tangled in the cliques being pulled by both sides lol HAHA...

So great that I will relaxed lol and the Art teacher I cant bother to describe her lol... Her pronunciation is so darn wrong and funny lol...

A new LIFE

2009-07-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey all I change a address for my blog and now i love my blog. HaHa.!

I am starting to hate someone but i cant seem to express it all out. He/She is someone important to me and i cant bring myself to tell him/her the truth. I don't know what to do.

A crazy day lol

2009-06-19T03:29:00.000-07:00

Just now going out with Melissa was very FUNNY lol. We was studying at first but in the end we cant concentrate so we just go to the shopping mall and played lol. We shoot NEOPRINTs at $3 only lol and very beautiful sia. But the machine is siao one lol and the pen is missing so we just banged the screen then also got limited time only lol. We do and do and do until we siao siao one already and our hands become red lol. HAHA so funny. Such a funny day lol. I just MISS Crystal lol.And beware all if your want to go out with Melissa, her hands was like atomic bomb lol and burnt your body one.

A/N:

note to melissa:I thought you are even more siao than me lol,HAHA.

Another Poem

2009-05-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

Read Well everyone!!!
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Many times were depressing,
wishes not being fulfilled.
Stacks of works prepared
for me.

Being so unhappy.
Childhood became a torture.
No freedom and love
are given.

Being sad again,
Hate to cry
but Its hard for me
though to not cry.

In the dark
I was found.
To be able to
Cry is something good.

Emotions will be given
to those who were found.
But those in the dark,
will never reach their emotions
Unless they are found.

A poem I wrote to EXPRESS my feelings!

2009-05-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

I know my grammer is not that good lah. Bear with it kay.
__________________________________________________________________
Many times, time not enough
for the activities which is tough.
I am tired from all these
trouble and unhappiness.

Wishing that this ends soon,
it is impossible
for the teacher is so harsh
Under this condition,
I become tough.

Although this trains self-discipline,
but this is too much suffering.
How I wished I don't existed
Then I will not have this nitemare,
that make me crazy from depression.

Depressed I am,
being so sad.
Wanna be in Heaven
but that will not BE IT.
For I am still young.

Unless tere is miracles.

Heyy all! Its such a lucky day...

2009-05-29T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Girls,
today, I helped Mr Patrick Loh to carry all the stuffs, so heavy lol, from the Level 2 conference room to the Level 4 art room and then returned to the conference room and carry another stack down to the IT Room 1, obviously it is on the first floor. And he promised to treat the one who helped, included me lol, to Mac Donalds. So lucky lol. fortunately I helped and that give me a very good reward. Ta-Da, timee to go! bye.

What's New !!!

2009-05-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

Heyy all! I recently found out that I will be very hyper when someone give me a coca-cola flavoured lolli. Isn't that funny. HaHa! And sometimes I will become too hyper that my mum cannot stand me.So cya. I wanna go and grab a coca-cola lolli to suck.

Signing off,
Kris

2009-05-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

I kind of miss my Primary School.
Hope Teacher's Day come faster.
Isn't it better.

i saw tis glitter that make me emo is it just me?

2009-05-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

So Happy

2009-05-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

My school postponed NPCC day dun noe to which day although it is not over i am still very happy coz at least it is not during my exam period.

Happy MOther's Day

2009-05-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

Okie, time for some sensational words.

Mum thx for being with me in times of difficulties, i am really grateful that euu stay by my side even during times when i am unruly, naughty, and perhaps sad???

Happy Mother's Day and be Happy always

Quotes for today

2009-04-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing is more precious than family.Whatever is lost will be gone and people will start yearning for it regretting whatever he or she had done.But what done is done, nothing can replace it.

Frenz...

2009-04-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

Just Updating: Frenz

The Lucky Roll

1. XiaoLing
2.Yumay( I just found her picture in my EX-fone lol)
3.Jing Ying A.K.A Crystal
4.PeiYi
5.Li Yang A.K.A Leon
6.Marilyn
7.Faith
8.JiaHui
9.Jasmine
10.Poh Gek

Sad bah> Maybe

2009-04-19T03:55:00.000-07:00

So sad. Why everyone said that i am a small kid lol. i am at least Sec 1 leh then everything dun tell mi lol.Hate them.(JK)

6-3-2009

2009-03-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

Today, my mum let mi watch 钱不够用2.The ending is very sad leh. I den cry for at least an hour lolx.-_-
So sad that the ah ma die for her granddaughter lolx.HaHa. So cya

2009-02-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day

They can be for friends too

Just like me and you

I hope you won’t mind if you are not my

Best

Friend

Forever

But you are also my

Friend

Hope that you will have a Happy Valentine’s Day

Lots of love from Kris

To All ex-bendemeerians

2009-02-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

Ms Ng birthday is approaching so remember to give her a present.

My CCA !!!

2009-02-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

My CCA is really tough leh.
...ur guess wat it is?

.........NPCC leh
soo tough lolx

To 1 Faith-ers

2009-01-29T01:43:00.000-08:00

Remember the 1st time we met, at that time we did not even know each other!

Hi!

2008-11-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

My 1st time writing a blog.SORRY if i offend anyone.